March 2019, after my heart attack and a period of surgery I am here, cardio-revalidation. It is weird, but feels also wonderful to be here. I can heal now. Work hard to get better, to start living. This oldies here in the white room will be my friends for the upcoming months. A funny bunch of 80y olds. They have cosy talks on the bike, they laugh with all things they don't wanna do, and close this training sessions with a glass of beer or wine. Even if the nurses told them not to. I learned not only the 'Yolo'-thing, I also learned how to be badass. And liking it a lot.